For some unknown reason, I am in a state of mind that is just ….?….(I am even unable to put words to adequately describe it).
There is so much spinning around me that I am unable to grasp ahold of anything fully and devote myself to it.
I feel like either satan is attacking, and/or God is speaking, and am unsure of how to answer.
“Is it me, Lord? Is it me that is entertaining selfish desires or doubts? Am I wrong to feel so disconnected with what is going on in one direction, yet such a connection with another?”
“Or…Is it You, Lord? Are You telling me that I need to take notice?”
Earthly speaking….nothing is making sense. Half of me is wondering if I am just “PMS-ng” (sorry guys!). Still….I just can’t shake it and sit here wondering what the answer is.
I am glad that God is….Still God. I know that He is in control, and will reveal the answer. It’s just so miserable in the “inbetween”.
“There is a way that seems right to a man, But its end is the way of death”
“Lord, keep me on Your path”
“Wisdom is found on the lips of him who has understanding”
“Lord, give me understanding”
“Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, But a good word makes it glad.”
“Lord, give me a good word”
“The fruit of the righteous is a tree of life, And he who wins souls is wise.”
“Lord, make me wise”